Greetings!
Well, it has been a very different time in my life lately as I pursue the college degree. I have been enjoying the challenge that school offers. I have been offered new ways to think about life and politics as well. Some nights though, after working all day and taking public transportation home, and then walking the three blocks, and THEN making dinner and eating and cleaning, THEN finally reading the 2 chapters in the text books, THEN doing my assignments...some nights I get very tired. But still, I am enjoying myself...it's either this or watch too much TV....I'd rather be schooling.
Saturday June 13, is my birthday. I am taking the 12th off from work to celebrate a bit early. I am going to a movie and maybe have a few drinks. I kinda started my time off early as I mostly just drove around during work and listened to the radio today. I even sang a few songs for the first time in a long time...realized I still have a good singing voice. I used to sing all of the time, don't know why I ever stopped, I rarely even have the radio on anymore, but I think I'll change that.
I am starting to feel more alive lately. I have been in a funk that has been hard to shake. I think it has to do with feeling like I have done it all already. I even made a statement a few weeks ago that I don't think we are supposed to live past 30. By then it seems a person has seen just about all there is to see. But I don't feel that way tonight.
Tonight I am excited for a new day. I am glad to have some time off work, maybe that's part of my issues. I work too much, not as much as I USED to, but still, there's a lot to do in my job. I am excited to be back in school. I really have missed it. It's hard some days to do the assignments, but I make it through. Can't wait til I get the diplomas.
I hope you have all been well. Thanks for reading this rambling tonight.
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